My Desires,{Battered and Bruised}!!!!

Desires!!!!
They are the basic elementary function we have;
I get them recollected to make a decision.
Making us go,strive,and work hard,
They get the best of us?
In a battle field or while playing games;
They instill a sense of pride and want;
A hunger for excellence for success, for living......
We have a perception it is a big phenomena;
Occurring only when the need is most desperate or full of longing;
But Hey!! Fellow human wait,focus, and rethink;
they make up the every nano second we live!!
If you don't have a desire to breathe?
you can die that very moment.
If you dont have a desire to eat?
you will starve to death.
And above all if you dont have a desire to live?
You are like a soulless carcass.
Unlike most of the other people.
I am a little different;
A little out of frame;
Call me "alien"!!!
I too like others have desires
Desires that are above all my five senses.
Why does this happen???
I dont know
Some think i breathe more desires than air!!
And when someone is bonded with such extremes chains;
Failure is inevitable.
Same as the rising of sun in the north!!!
I fail to reconstruct my behavior
Because "Habit is the second nature"
And nature is a big cosmos;
I a microcosm can't overpower a macrocosm;
It would be beyond my imagination.
And here is where i fail miserably?
I always do the same thing,and get thrown;
I wish i can overcome failure like the bellona's bridegroom;
Think beyond the limits and horizons;
I am trying, again and again......
but still no success;
I lie down on my bed:
My desires, Battered and bruised!!!!!!